It was suppose to be happy everyday that was what I tot. Things don't seems to go well for me after sch reopen, things started to come crashing down from everywhere, feel rather restless. What can I do about it? Bad news that fyp team can't be amend and not to be change, well I can't point fingers to anyone to blame who's fault is it, what I could do is to blame myself for being to careless and not to serious in my work, I am totally hit down to the core. Things were never easy since yesterday when sch reopen as am I being introduced to new things perhaps a more advanced stage in IT, did I really regreted in being a D.I.T student as I see some of my other frens are doing quite alrite in their diplomas for other fields, I dun seem to any fear in their face regarding fyp or their studies, plus it shows a cfm look that they are sure they will graduated from rp and I am quite stress that I am not able to do it. I really need to calm down my emotions I think. Friday, there was a gathering with old frens after sch and I headed down to suntec city, had this meal at some chinese cusine resturant la, food was quite alrite to me but when sitting there I really had a feeling that I am seeing my future as the resturant play-ed some old song(song's around my parent's age) so it was rather retro to me. Friday was good today but I didn't much relax as I am thinking abt FYP and I am really frustrated or stress over it, MOODLESS.
