Changed of mind!!!! sounds like chage in plan or strategy uh! lol =)
I have decided not to put in 100%(secret for doing something!!!), I am going to do what I wanted to do now. I get alot of insights as these few days pass by. There is noting perfect so let it be what it shall be. I wanted to take up hair dressing course and its damm ex la, fashion designing is also a want for me but it is far too challenging as I am not gd in art. Is it werid that I suddenly say I wanted to do such things!! lol
Anyway that a want not a need but I am still planning for myself my future and alot of things rolling through my head. Work is a need now cuz I am going to face crisis soon. I remember ppl asking me for clubbing and I really turn down lots of invites not because I am in finical state but I just didn't wanna go on anymore even there are ppl who are willing to treat me go, I turn down too. I think party-ing is enough after some thoughts and all. Dun worry abt me for not going, I would go maybe once in a while as I have my plans now like I mention in the first place. We could maybe walk in to a bar to drink and catch some football matches which I think it would be great ya.
Backpacking holiday is a want for myself. I wanted to travel, to enjoy myself because I am still young and I have much time to do so. Regarding why am I (SINGLE), it is not that I wanted to be it, because the right one have not come, it is still in search on maybe I can say still on experimenting like mixing of chemical for chemistry to be there, do give me sometime to changes this status because after hearing many relationships problem face by ppl around me, I don't think it is advice-able to start a relationship but I would make sure that I would see when is the right time. I am really glad to have a lot of frens, bros and family members who care for me, maybe asking me whether I have any problem or what, these ppl are always there for me. I could be very frank to say that if u wanted to evulate my time, lets say; "24hr a day", I can say that most is spend wif my frens and bros although sometimes like 3 or 4 days in a week I would like to be alone, I think it is still alrite. if I compare myself back to 5 months ago, I could say that I have change because 5 months ago I am not making use of my time and now I am making good use of my time. Time should be spend with loves one, ppl who care for you, what u think it is good to do at different time =) I believe that I am the one who need to set my own time and not wait and let it pass by because time will not move back it will only move forward.
I share alot uh!!! alrite for today I went out alone =(
I get on the train and I have no place to move and I rmb a saying:"board the train den decide where u wanna go" so I boarded it and it was moving and moving till I reach, bugis or lavandre?? forget, stm!!! I alighted and walk walk walk till I came to a place which I found it so familiar that it have a reminding of my childhood family outing where my dad would bring me to laksa. And guess it was Sugie road Laksa and I found it, it was loacated sumwhere near bugis and the laksa gravy was still cook with charcol, I believe i step in to the rite stall because there were many fake sugie road laksa out there even near my hse market have a fake one!!! And I uses my memory to remeber which is the orginal stall when I saw a old man standing cooking the pot of laksa I could say that it is the original stall =) the taste is still the same as before =) After walking alone at town area I decided to trained home when I reach chinatown, then I met yong ji for dinner. It was a nice SAT!!!
[things that make u happy should be mention whereas those which make u sad or unhappy should be thrown away......RMB:"Throw it away, forget yesterday"]
