School start this week, so far it is alright I think but I kinda regret as things are getting harder for me just everything not only just studies. I tot I will not be able to see java coding again but it is just so ironic everything is back again#$@#$%$, I just couldn't escape from it and directly on the first day it is java moduel, wth la. Then today's moduel is something similar to webmulti, I personally felt that the current faci now is better than the last sem webmulti faci, hmm but still can't make decision yet lo maybe things will change as time passed by. Just like people are always changing maybe today is sunny and tml is rainy, this are things which cant be control, somehow it became a norm. Well serious I'm very very tired, especially when I cant get into sleep at nite and I dunno why, maybe I am quite affected with things changing around me. I have been trying to spend most of my time wisely on a lot of activities so as to give myself a reason to be away from phone or anything else. Lately I hate seeing unknown numbers phoning and it is annoying. All I need is freedom, it doesn't mean time to be alone, I just have my own perspective on things I looked up to.
